/ 2 April 2002

The risk taker

One of America’s foremost writers and intellectuals, Susan Sontag’s outspoken stance on the US response to the September 11 attacks has led to fierce criticism. Despite recurring cancer, her energy is formidable.

Life at a glance:
Susan Sontag

Born: January 16 1933, New York, United States.

Education: University of California, Berkeley, 1948-49; University of Chicago BA 1951; Harvard University MA (English) 1954, MA (philosophy) 1955.

Married: Phillip Rieff 1950 (one son, David) divorced 1958.

Some publications (fiction): The Benefactor 1963, Death Kit 1967; The Volcano Lover 1992; In America 2000.

Non-fiction: Against Interpretation 1966; Trip to Hanoi 1969 (contributor); Perspectives on Pornography 1970; Selected Writings 1976; On Photography 1977; Illness as Metaphor 1978; A Barthes Reader 1982; A Susan Sontag Reader 1982; Aids and its Metaphors 1989; Dancers on a Plane 1990; Where the Stress Falls 2002.

Poetry: Under the Sign of Saturn 1980.

Play: Alice in Bed 1993.

Films: Duet for Cannibals 1970; Brother Carl 1971; Promised Lands 1974; Unguided Tour 1983.

The teenage Susan Sontag was lying on her living room floor, book in hand, when her stepfather walked over with a warning. ”Susan,” he said, ”if you keep on reading so much you’ll never get married.” It was just after the war, a time of economic affluence and cultural complacency in the United States, and from the backwater that was home on a dirt road in Tucson, Arizona, there could have been little evidence that Sontag’s readings of Proust would come in handy in later life, let alone be attractive to the opposite sex.

But the young Sontag could barely contain her mirth: ”I thought, ‘Oh gosh, this guy’s a perfect jerk. There must be millions of people out there who want to know me.’ I knew there must be loads of people just like me, interested in the same stuff. Otherwise who else was writing these books and drawing these paintings, and who were they doing it for? I thought there were two worlds and if I could only get out of this one the other one would be so much more fun.”

It is this combustible mixture of self-confidence, optimism and tenacity, so evident in her adolescence, that continues to drive the essayist, novelist and playwright at 69. ”Sontag stands for what is articulate, independent, exploratory: for self as a work in progress,” claims fiction writer Hilary Mantel. ”During her four decades as thinker and cultural commentator, as novelist, director and playwright, compliance has not been part of her brief.”

”I’m very devoted to the idea of transformation,” says Sontag. ”It’s the most American thing about me and it’s what I love most about America; you’re allowed to change your life. That’s what I look for in art and arts; the willingness to give it up or move on, put it in a closet or put it in storage.”

And so it is that after 20 years in storage, she has placed her essay-writing skills on display in a collection entitled Where the Stress Falls. The book gathers around 40 pieces penned between 1982 and last year —prefaces, forewords, afterwords, tributes, articles and talks — in a display case for Sontag’s full range of interests and writing styles. The subject matter stretches from her love for Bunraku, a Japanese form of puppet theatre, to her account of directing Waiting for Godot in besieged Sarajevo.

The shortest is a 400-word note on Don Quixote, published in translation for the National Tourist Board of Spain, while other pieces flit from praise for individual artists, authors and filmmakers to broader themes, such as a century of Italian photography or the inherent complications in literary translation. The longest, and the one Sontag is most proud of, is on Roland Barthes: ”The single most ambitious essay in the whole collection and the one that took me longest to write,” she says.

If you’re preparing for an intellectual journey through her book then you should not travel light. Her work presumes a shared breadth and depth of intellect from the reader as well as a common singularity of purpose. If dumbing-down is indeed a cerebral virus of the modern age then Sontag has had her jabs. ”I guess I think I’m writing for people who are smarter than I am, because then I’ll be doing something that’s worth their time. I’d be very afraid to write from a position where I consciously thought I was smarter than most of my readers.”

She does not read reviews: ”I often feel I know what’s wrong better than any reviewer does,” she once said. Her friends say this is a coping strategy — a means of asserting some power over a situation over which she has no control. So she measures success principally in terms of durability. ”Is it an essay that people will want to read 30 or 50 years from now, which is certainly not the case with most essays,” she asks. ”It works for me if it is saying things which are true, original and saying them in as eloquent, spirited, lively and lucid a way as I can.”

It is the essays that have made her famous. Over the past 40 years her voice has been marked by a supreme intellectual confidence, a tone evident from the first line of the first essay (Notes on Camp) that made her name in 1964: ”Many things in the world have not been named. And many things that have been named, have never been described.” From then on she became best known for the occasional declamatory remark: ”America is founded on genocide”; ”the quality of American life is an insult to the possibilities of human growth”; and ”the white race is the cancer of history” are just three sparky sentences she threw into the tinder box of an America at war with the world and itself in the mid-1960s. But more common was a subtle, if strident, tone that preferred complexity to simplicity and met intellectual and emotional challenges head on. Her account of a trip to Hanoi in 1968 reveals an individual both politically dedicated and personally conflicted at a time when loyalty was supposed to be determined by the camp you were in rather than the ideas that you held.

Susan Rosenblatt was born in 1933 in New York city. Her parents, Mildred and Jack, spent most of their time in Tientsin, China, where her father was a fur trader, leaving Susan, and later her younger sister, Judith, to be looked after by her Irish-American nanny Rosie. When Susan was five, her mother returned from China on her own, saying Jack would soon follow. A few months later her mother took Susan aside during lunch break and said he had died of tuberculosis. She then sent her daughter back to school.

The episode is illustrative of Sontag’s emotionally spartan childhood, which produced a self-contained but not insular child. ”The most meaningful relationship I had as a child was in my head. I adored my fragile, withholding mother, who was not very maternal. I had a sister who I was not close to. I experienced childhood as though it were a prison sentence.”

The family was always on the move: to New Jersey, then Florida and then Tucson, Arizona. When Susan was 12 her mother married Captain Nathan Sontag, an army pilot. The children took his name, but her stepfather never formally adopted them. She finally escaped at an early age: at 15 she went to study for a semester at Berkeley. While waiting to register, she overheard a conversation between two older students about Proust that confirmed her arrival in a world in which she would be more comfortable. ”I thought it’s all going to be great.”

The responsibilities of adulthood came on suddenly. By 17 she had married a sociology lecturer, 28-year-old Phillip Rieff. By 19, she had given birth to a son, David, a journalist to whom she remains very close. ”The most meaningful relationship I’ve had in my life was with my child,” she says, describing parenting as ”an upgrading experience”. They moved to Boston, where Sontag studied philosophy at Harvard and let her mind marinate in the work of the great philosophers.

With her late teens taken up with books, marriage and motherhood she had bypassed the traditional joys of adolescence. And it was in search of them that she divorced Phillip and headed for New York at 26, with her seven-year-old son. The end of her marriage marked the beginning of her adolescence. She says: ”I had a very enjoyable adolescence from 27 to about 35, which coincided with the 60s. I was practically 30 and I learned to dance.” She took a series of editing and lecturing jobs, thus starting a financially precarious and intellectually enriching career.

While she is best known for non-fiction, it is fiction that she most enjoys writing. Roger Straus, a close friend and editor at Farrar, Straus & Giroux who in 1963 published her first novel, The Benefactor, says fiction interested her from the beginning, ”perhaps, because the writers she admired most were novelists. I remember her then as very intense, very pretty and very interested in absolutely everything.”

The Death Kit, her second novel released four years later, received mixed reviews and modest sales, which Straus says ”she took in her stride”.

But in between came Against Interpretation, which included Notes on Camp and outlined a theory of her own artistic sensibilities — railing against ”interpretive criticism and mimetic art” in favour of an appreciation of artistic work for what it is rather than what we would like it to be. ”Suddenly, she had a very high profile,” recalls Straus. It is from this reputation that she has long been trying to escape and why this current collection of essays has been so long coming. She says it represents a longer span of work than any of the previous collections ”and the reason is that I’ve been trying to kick the habit of writing essays. From the beginning they received what was, in my eyes, a surprising amount of interest, which was disorienting.

”The fiction for several reasons fell to the side. I lost confidence. I knew how to write essays. I was at the top of my form and maybe at the top of the form, but I didn’t feel I was the best fiction writer in the world or in my country or the English-speaking world.” But then came two novels that were released to widespread, if not universal acclaim. First, in 1992 The Volcano Lover, the fictionalised account of the triangular relationship between Lord Hamilton, his wife Emma and her lover, Horatio Nelson, and then, in 2000, In America, the tale of a Polish actress who gives up her career and resettles in California hoping to set up a commune, for which Sontag won a National Book Award. ”It was only when I’d written two novels I really liked that I thought I could permit myself to collect the essays.”

Never having had a regular job she has not had to negotiate the constraints of an institution. But nor has she known the security of a regular pay cheque. ”Money was always a problem,” says Straus. ”It’s only in the past 15 years that she’s been comfortable.”

Sontag says: ”It was okay because I didn’t look on it as a sacrifice. I could get along without doing things I didn’t want to. I was helped by a series of fellowships and grants. But I didn’t want a car or a television set or a house in the country. I just wanted to pay the rent and make sure David had what he needed.”

In her flat on Paris’s Left Bank, she strides purposefully through the living room. She is a tall, commanding physical presence dressed in comfortable, casual black. A conversation with Sontag is a breathless event, a narrative operating under its own steam. Continuous in its logic, it careers off on endless diversions without ever quite losing sight of the main path.

”Everything makes me think of something else,” she says. But it is nevertheless a conversation. Rare among high-profile thinkers, Sontag does not bombard you with anecdotes or even appear to enjoy holding court. She is interested in engaging and being engaged. You will leave with a book list, but more importantly with the impression that she would be even happier if you left her with one too. ”She’s a very grounded person,” says actress and long-time friend Vanessa Redgrave.

”Susan’s like a brilliant older sister,” says writer and friend Darryl Pinckney. Sontag has little patience with the journalistic shorthand she believes often either distorts or disfigures meaning. She has described herself as bisexual but remains guarded about her private life. Pinckney says: ”I think people get annoyed when they can’t get her to talk in terms they want her to talk in. Nobody makes her use words she doesn’t respect.” Friend and Italian translator Paolo Dionardo first met her after she had rejected the first Italian translation of The Volcano Lover, not done by him, and asked if he would do another one. He went to New York to work on it with Sontag, who reads and understands the language. ”We worked on the book together word by word,” he recalls. ”She loves language. She can discuss the meaning of one word for hours.”

The result is a woman often depicted as formidable, arrogant and doctrinaire. Many people who knew her reputation before they got to know her admit feeling apprehensive about their first meeting. At the beginning of their friendship Pinckney recalls her saying: ”Look, you’ve got to stop being scared and say what you think.” She is far less intimidating than her image would suggest. True, she peppers her sentences with highbrow references, but they are always there to illustrate her point rather than illuminate her brilliance. She is sufficiently confident about her own intellect not to make you feel self-conscious about your own. She doesn’t expect you to know what she knows because she presumes you know something else that she doesn’t.

And alongside her intellect she has an acute emotional intelligence, equally at home talking about feelings and ideas, but very aware that feelings can inform ideas, and vice-versa. ”I feel that my public persona is just an accumulation of misunderstandings and misperceptions, and my impulse is just to flee,” she says. ”How in the world would I begin to correct it?”

But while her public perception is unfair, it does not come from nowhere. Some of it stems from more awkward aspects of her personality. Even her friends describe her as ”proud” and occasionally ”severe”. ”She doesn’t suffer fools,” says Alan Little, a BBC reporter who befriended Sontag in Sarajevo during the Bosnian conflict.

A review of Where the Stress Falls in the Washington Post, accused her of a haughty writing style: ”Her manner now is virtually indistinguishable from that of George Steiner in his lugubrious moments as Last Intellectual, striking that solemn pose as embodiment of high seriousness,” wrote Scott McLemee.

She is not averse to self-praise, saying things of herself that are true but which others might leave for someone else to point out. ”I’m one of the very few essayists still in print,” she says. ”My collected essays have been around for 20 years and never gone out of print. That’s unusual.”

”She doesn’t have guile,” says Pinckney. ”In some ways she’s strikingly innocent. In this day and age of celebrity, when people want to be talked about and written about, she wants to be known for her work but not for herself.” But much criticism stems from who she is, rather than what she has ever said or written. Some of it is undoubtedly rooted in sexism. ”Being a woman is a cliche,” she says. ”If you are or were good looking, as I was when I was young, then it’s a double cliche. With intelligent women there is a feeling that it is inappropriate.”

One of the worst things, she believes, that was ever said about her was supposed to be a compliment from Jona-than Miller, who remains a good friend. ”He said in an interview that I was the ‘smartest woman in America’. I just felt covered in shame and humiliation. First of all it’s so offensive and so insulting. It assumes that you’re doing something which is not appropriate for the category that is being named, namely being a woman. Secondly, it isn’t true because it can’t be true because there is no such person.”

Her transatlantic lifestyle, shared between New York, Paris and, to a lesser extent, Berlin and London, seems to be born from an ambivalent attitude to the US, which many American commentators understand as a sign of her aloofness. ”I don’t like America enough to want to live anywhere else except Manhattan,” she says. ”And what I like about Manhattan is that it’s full of foreigners.”

And she is an intellectual member of what she describes as ”that obsolete species — an old-fashioned liberal democrat” in a country that has little love for either liberals or intellectuals. It is a tension that propelled her into the public eye following an article she wrote in the New Yorker following the attacks on September 11. The article questioned the use of the word ”cowardly” to describe the attacks, accused commentators of infantilising the public, and ended: ”Our country is strong, we are told again and again. I for one don’t find this entirely consoling. Who doubts that America is strong? But that’s not all America has to be.”

Sontag says: ”I hope I’m not getting timid in my older years. I thought I was writing centrist, obvious mainstream commonsense. I was just saying, let’s grieve together, let’s not be stupid together.” The reaction was ferocious; she received hate mail, death threats and calls to be stripped of her citizenship. For a few days she was part of the story. The New Republic ran an article asking what did Osama bin Laden, Saddam Hussein and Susan Sontag have in common. The answer: they all wish the destruction of America.

Sontag says: ”I still think mine was the right response. But I was quite astonished. The American way of looking at themselves is that the US is an exception and doesn’t have a destiny like other nations. Anytime anything happens in the States, people are indignant. Americans are always talking about losing their innocence, but then they always get it back again. They say, ‘Before, we were innocent; before, we were naive, trusting, gullible. But now we realise that it can happen here and we too are vulnerable.’ My deepest fear is that this time it’s true. The country does feel different. The forces of conformism and mindless acquiescence to authority have certainly been strengthened.”

Friends commonly describe her as generous — with her time, contacts, intellect and money. Where The Stress Falls is itself an act of generosity. Around half the collection is made up of tributes to other writers, artists and filmmakers. She has saved a number of less well-known writers from extinction by championing their work. ”She’s very interested in other writers,” says Straus. ”She brought us a number of important authors we would never have heard of.”

Sontag says: ”I’m very ambitious. But I don’t think I’m competitive. I feel that everybody who is still doing good things is part of an informal association that strengthens others. You have to feel that there are people out there who are doing things that you admire.”

Sontag is lucky to be alive. In 1976 she was diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer. ”I was supposed to be in stage four, which was terminal,” she says matter-of-factly. ”I sought good treatment when doctors were telling me to go on a trip and enjoy myself.

”They told me I had two years, they told David [her son] I had six months. I said, ‘I just wanted to see if there was a possibility.’ I sought experimental treatment here in Paris and it worked. So back in New York I’m called the miracle patient.” Her response was not just medical but intellectual. In 1978 she published Illness as Metaphor, in which she argued that society has obscured and mystified its relationship to sickness by transforming it into a metaphor for social, cultural or moral decay. In what is probably her most widely read work, she used her own experience as a starting point for understanding the issue. The essay never strayed into the self-indulgent or autobiographical, but looked out to the sense of listless inertia that blights patients when what is needed is aggression and energy.

Again she has been struck, this time by a rare form of uterine cancer, diagnosed in 1998, for which the survival rate is only 10% after five years. For several months, a couple of years ago, she was in great pain, unable to walk, and living on morphine derivatives. ”This time, it’s a different cancer,” says Sontag, ”but I’m in an early stage.”

Facing down apparently certain death, only to confront it again in a similar form, she says, forces a permanent reevaluation of your sense of self. ”There is something about facing a mortal illness that means you never completely come back. Once you’ve had the death sentence, you have taken on board in a deeper way the knowledge of your own mortality. You don’t stare at the sun and you don’t stare at your own death either. You do gain something from these dramatic and painful experiences but you also are diminished. There’s something in you that becomes permanently sad and a little bit posthumous. And there’s something in you that’s permanently strengthened or deepened. It’s called having a life.”

It was this mindset that took her to a besieged Sarajevo in the early 1990s to direct Waiting for Godot to the sound of bombing and sniper fire. Alan Little, who attended the opening night, described her presence there as being of ”tremendous symbolic importance at a time when symbols really mattered. She didn’t just swan in for three days and then leave. She stayed and worked.” But she says few of her American friends understood her commitment.

”I would come back and my friends would say, ‘How could you be in a place that could be so dangerous?’ And I thought, it’s okay. I didn’t think I was invulnerable, because I had a couple of very close calls, and I don’t think I’m a thrill-seeker. I just thought it’s okay to take risks, and if ever I get to the point when I don’t then take me to the glue factory.”

Susan Sontag’s Where the Stress Falls (Jonathan Cape) can be ordered from bookstores