In the final days of training camp with her United States Olympic teammates, Jessica Hardy was trying to nap between practices when she got the most dreaded of phone calls for any athlete: She had tested positive for an illicit drug.
”My main emotion at that point was confusion,” Hardy said on Friday. ”I had never even heard of this drug.”
In an interview with the Associated Press, Hardy professed her innocence and said she has no idea how she tested positive for Clenbuterol during the US Olympic trials. She also talked hopefully about getting the ruling overturned in time to compete at the Beijing
Olympics.
”I’m innocent,” said Hardy, who spoke by telephone from California accompanied by her attorney, Howard Jacobs. ”That’s all I can say to everybody. Whether or not people chose to believe me, I’m innocent.”
Hardy was tested three times during the trials in Omaha, Nebraska, Jacobs said. The results were negative for the samples taken on July 1, after she won the 100m breaststroke, and on July 6, shortly after
she claimed another individual race at the Olympics by finishing second to Dara Torres in the 50m freestyle.
But Hardy’s ”A” and backup ”B” samples both came back positive — for what her attorney said was low amounts of the drug — from a test on July 4, when she finished fourth in the 100m freestyle.
Clenbuterol is usually prescribed to those with breathing disorders, such as asthma, and also is well-known in horse racing circles as a treatment for respiratory ailments. More recently, it’s been touted as
a weight-loss drug.
But it’s also a stimulant that increases aerobic capacity and the flow of oxygen in the bloodstream, which is why it landed on the list of banned substances for athletes.
Hardy said she can’t figure out how Clenbuterol wound up in her system — if, in fact, the test was accurate.
”It’s pretty much the hardest thing in my life that I’ve ever had to go through,” she said. ”I’ve cried every single day since I found out. I even vomited from anxiety. This is absolutely the worst time of my life.”
Unless the positive test is overturned through an expedited arbitration process, Hardy will miss what was supposed to be her first Olympics and face a mandatory two-year doping ban.
The positive test between two negative tests certainly will be a major point in Hardy’s appeal.
”I would definitely say it’s unusual,” Jacobs said. ”As far as how it will play into the arbitration case, I don’t know. But it’s out of the norm.”
The 21-year-old Hardy set a world record in the 100m breaststroke as a high school senior. After her performance at the Olympic trials, she was expected to be a key member of the US women’s team in Beijing with her two individual events, plus likely spots on the 400m free relay and the 400m medley relay.
Now, her whole life is on hold, though Hardy continues to train on her own in southern California in hopes that her doping case will be overturned. The rest of the US team left on Friday for Singapore, where they will hold their final workouts before heading to Beijing.
”My training and my practices are really the only thing I have control over right now,” she said, shortly after a morning workout.
”Honestly, I’m working as hard as possible. That’s really the only thing I can do for myself.”
Although swimming has largely avoided major drug scandals, which have plagued sports such as cycling and track and field, Hardy knows her name will probably be tarnished forever — no matter how her case turns out.
She’s now known as a doper.
”That’s one of my worries, but it’s not my main concern. First, I have to be able to compete,” she said. ”I’m just taking it one day at a time, one hour at a time. I have the same goals, the same dreams I’ve
had my whole career. Those dreams are definitely still there. But I’m just living moment to moment.”
Jacobs conceded it will be difficult to get the ruling overturned with the opening ceremonies just two weeks away. He first will take the case to the American Arbitration Association, which has yet to set a hearing date. And he’ll ask for an expedited ruling, so he would have time to take the case to a final authority — the Court of Arbitration for Sport — if necessary.
CAS will set up a temporary court in Beijing to handle last-minute cases.
The preliminaries of the 100m breaststroke — Hardy’s best event — are scheduled for the evening of August 10. The opening round of the 50m freestyle is August 15.
”If you’re asking me would I like more time, obviously the answer would be ‘yes,”’ Jacobs said. ”Most of these cases are done over a period of months, not days. But with the Games upcoming, that, of course, is not an option.”
Hardy is relying on her family for support, and she’s also gotten hundreds of phone calls, emails and text messages urging her to remain hopeful.
”I’ve been reading them all, and I really appreciate them,” she said.
Hardy has heard from some of her US teammates, but she’s tried to stay at a distance because she doesn’t want to be a distraction.
”It’s horribly difficult,” Hardy said. ”I don’t even know how to describe it. It’s heartbreaking.”
Although she knows there will be plenty of sceptics, those who say we’ve heard it all before from drug cheats ranging from Marion Jones to Floyd Landis, Hardy said her focus is on getting the ruling overturned.
Getting back her reputation is another matter.
”I just want to say that I’m innocent,” she said. ”I’ve never wanted to do anything remotely close to doping. It’s never crossed my mind.
I’ve never been approached about doing it.
”It’s the last thing I would ever do.” – Sapa-AP