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01 Feb 2002 13:20
Benjamin Zephaniah talks like an Olympic athlete — he takes words and runs with them. His rap poetry also seems to move — occasionally to its detriment — faster than thought; his superb novels for teenagers don’t dawdle either.
His latest, Refugee Boy (Bloomsbury), is a winner.
No wonder, then, that such a narrator should want to be in charge of his own legend. But Zephaniah has this difficulty: legends are created by other people. It is not easy for him to hold on to his version of his life — not least because there is no shortage of people who would like to subsume him, making him part of their stories.
I was expecting Zephaniah to tower above me, rather as his writing, at its best, soars. In photographs, the length of his dreadlocks suggested a giant. But he is of average height — slender and graceful, too.
At this point, I ought not to describe his face. For in his brilliant first novel, Face, about a boy who has to undergo plastic surgery, he warns against judging by appearances. He calls it “facial discrimination”. But it is his face that holds the attention absolutely: it can look seraphic one moment, wicked the next. He is bad boy and holy man rolled into one, with a gap-toothed smile and an ironic gleam in his eyes.
We met in Newham in the East End of London, in the local bookshop, the Newham Parent Centre. He told me he had met the Ethiopian refugees who inspired him to write Refugee Boy just round the corner.
He has always been a man of causes, little and large. He is ferociously critical about Britain but passionately attached to it, too. “I gotta say I love this country, though I rail against it all the time. We all wanted a one-way ticket to Africa, but when I got there, I couldn’t wait to get back.” He likes Britain partly because it is possible to criticise it.
His eloquence and sense of humour make him attractive to those in need of a spokesman. Was there any danger, I wondered, of his becoming the equivalent of a glorious brooch for the white establishment to pin on its lapel? The thought has not escaped him.
The Labour Party invited him on a consultative committee for arts in the national curriculum, but he resigned when he felt his words were being made to toe a party line. Earlier this year, the Metropolitan Police wanted to use a couple of lines of his poetry (“I love this concrete jungle still with all its sirens and its speed/ the people here united will create a kind of London breed”) for a recruitment campaign. Zephaniah would not play. He complained that he was still stopped by the police simply because of his appearance. Now he is less vociferous: “I would love to see a day when I am able to work for the police. I’d be happy, because they pay well, I’m told.” He is never short of a joke. But he won’t “unite” with anyone unless his heart is in it.
He was also poet in residence at the chambers of Michael Mansfield QC. He sat in on the inquiry into Bloody Sunday and on the case of Ricky Reel, the Asian student found drowned in the Thames. This collaboration was more positive and led to his latest collection of poetry, Too Black, Too Strong (Bloodaxe), in which he uses legal language as a satirical weapon. The best poem in the collection is Appeal Dismissed, about a Polish refugee sent home because rape was not considered by the judge to be torture. “I don’t really feel I wrote it. The judge wrote it for me. In a way, I feel sorry for the judge.”
He has an extraordinary ear for poetry and, as the new practitioner of an ancient oral tradition, he attracted the attention of Oxford and Cambridge universities and lectured at both.
But his fan club is by no means all white. Nelson Mandela read and admired his poetry in prison; Bob Marley liked it, too. Zephaniah has returned the compliment, adapting one of Marley’s songs in his poem I Neva Shot De Sheriff. He has performed with the Wailers, too, after Marley’s death. He told me he once met Marley in Earl’s Court and was bowled over by him. “He was a spiritual intellectual,” he concluded. Clearly, he aspires to something similar himself.
The Zephaniah legend (as I see it) is of a Rastafarian prodigal son, born in 1958 in Handsworth, son of a Barbadian postman. He was dyslexic, attended a special school, but left at 13, unable to read or write. He got into trouble with the law, even spent some time in jail for burglary. But when I asked what crimes he had committed, he hesitated, uncharacteristically: “Everything. I was growing up nicking things from cars and people’s houses, fighting with the police ... but don’t make too much of it. It is such a long time ago — and not how I want to be defined.”
He learnt more, he wanted me to understand (or “overstand” — one of his favourite coinages) from “seeing my mother suffer” when his father beat her up.
He has tended to seem, if anything, more nervous about being associated with poets than with criminals. Even in a light poem for children, his wish not to be branded is evident: “I used to think nurses/ Were women,/ I used to think police/ Were men/ I used to think poets/ Were boring,/ Until I became one of them.”
When he was only eight he got a friend to “send in one of my poems to the BBC”. He invented a pseudonym, Wilfred Watson, and claimed to come from Kidderminster, which sounded posher than Handsworth.
Could he still remember the poem? He leant forward, fixed me with a look and began: “Wonder wonder why I live,/ My heart and soul to life I give/ Upon the wetted grass I lie/ If death should call me/ If I should die/ In vain I strive for need and require/ No smoke can dark my burning fire.”
“It’s mumbo-jumbo,” he laughed, but listening to it, I didn’t think it was, entirely.
Nor did the BBC, which had its own view on the sort of man that had produced the poem. Zephaniah chuckled at the memory and impersonated the broadcaster who had speculated about Mr Wilfred Watson’s character: “Here is a man who is tired of life, a mature man.”
He is a mature man now and anything but tired of life. Yet he has one overwhelming regret: he is unable to have children. For more than 10 years, he was married to Amina, a theatrical administrator. He is divorced now, although he says he hates the word.
The greatest love of Zephaniah’s life, it turns out, has always been his mother. You can find her in the anthology of love poetry that he edited for Bloomsbury, in a poem that begins: “I luv me mudder an me mudder luvs me/ we cum so far from over de sea.” We’re given a few tantalising details about her: she has big muscles, likes cashew nuts and cats. Her name is Valerie. But he has never given away much about her, let alone explained why she is so vital to him.
His relationship with his mother, like many a love story, includes elopement: “We ran away together [in flight from his father]. We had to knock on doors together; we were homeless. Sometimes we’d be offered a room with a single bed and, as a teenage boy, I’d then have to share it with my mother.” She is “large”, he added, as if squashed by the memory. “Whenever I am in Birmingham, I have to come and eat her dumplings. And I speak to her on the phone, every day, without fail.” She is delighted by his triumphs but: “She keeps asking me, ‘Will you stop saying those bad things about the government?’”
Zephaniah does not know whether having his own children would have held him back, stopped him from being a black Pied Piper. I told him I see him as an honorary father to an extended family too populous to count. He often talks to kids in schools. “When they ask me what the fuck is education for?, I can tell them, cos I ain’t got it.” He added: “I tell kids all the time the education system measures intelligence in only one particular way.”
Once he was working “with young black kids in trouble with the police”. He slumped in his chair to show how unimpressed his audience was with him. What made them sit up was the moment when he was introduced as Doctor Benjamin Zephaniah. “Have you got ‘Doctor’ on your driving licence?” they wanted to know. And: “Have you ever been stopped by the police?” And: “Could you ask the police to call you doctor?” Zephaniah replied: “Yes, yes and yes.” The kids went wild: “Rasta doctor! That’s bad, man.”
He finds it easier to talk to young people than to adults because their minds are “much more open”. Children are quick to pick up, he explained, the irony of being told incessantly not to fight while those in power promote extravagant wars.
He said he had a message for US President George W Bush: “I say to him: if you keep giving an eye for an eye, you end up in a world of blind people.” The light went out of his voice as he spoke. It was quite a moment.
When I asked him what his proudest moment had been, it was an even contest between meeting Mandela and receiving a letter from an unknown Asian woman. The woman, in her late thirties, had suffered “facial disfigurement after her husband had poured boiling oil on her for daring to look at another man”. Since then she had not left her house. But she wrote: “After reading your book [Face], I’m going out shopping. I’m going to buy myself a new dress.”
Letters like these put Zephaniah beyond criticism. No quibbles apply. Overstanding is everything.
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