She had no will of her own while she was with her lover, Dirk Prinsloo, former Pretoria advocate Cezanne Visser told the Pretoria High Court on Friday.
Visser, also known as Advocate Barbie, has denied guilt on 14 sex-related charges involving minor girls and adult females.
She insists she could not be held accountable for her actions because of Prinsloo’s coercive control over her.
Visser earlier told the court it felt as if Prinsloo had taken out her brain and replaced it with his own.
On Friday, she said she only started to feel human again when she resumed contact with her mother, who was banned from her and Prinsloo’s life for a long time.
Prinsloo’s condition for her mother’s re-entry into her life was, however, that she should prepare her mother for sex with Prinsloo.
Although she usually followed Prinsloo’s instructions to the letter, she ignored this one.
Visser testified in explicit detail about her and Prinsloo’s intimate life and a pornographic photo album containing images of her, unknown women and previous women in Prinsloo’s life.
It appeared from the album that other women in Prinsloo’s life had also had their breasts enlarged and Prinsloo’s name tattooed on intimate parts of their bodies.
She said Prinsloo was obsessed with taking photographs, especially where it had anything to do with sex.
According to Visser, Prinsloo had conditioned her not to ask questions, even after she caught him in a compromising position with her apparently drugged mother.
She revealed that she contracted a venereal disease and had lesbian encounters while she was with Prinsloo.
Asked why she had allowed Prinsloo to dress her in skimpy and provocative clothing, Visser said: ”I enjoyed it. When Dirk was satisfied then I was satisfied. I did not think of my own needs.”
The trial will continue on March 9. — Sapa