With her white chef’s hat, Claudia looks at home in the kitchen of this Berlin restaurant, but her culinary talents are being used to feed people who, like her, suffer from eating disorders.
The owner of Sehnsucht, or Nostalgia, in the German capital’s Tiergarten quarter is Katja Eichbaum, and she too has come a long way back from the brink.
Her appetite began to disappear when her parents split-up while she was a teenager. She lost 10kg, then put the weight all back on again in no time and was admitted to hospital for three months in 2003.
Since then, a long period of therapy has begun bearing fruit, she explained recently, sitting on one of two huge lounge chairs placed in the restaurant’s entrance to make the clients ”feel at home”.
Katja and Claudia consider that they have recovered and began helping others like them last month by opening the first restaurant in Germany, and perhaps in all of Europe, where anorexics and bulimics can eat without feeling ashamed.
Anorexia nervosa, from the Greek word meaning ”loss of appetite”, is an affliction stemming from a fear of gaining weight and leads sufferers to deny their hunger and essentially starve themselves.
Bulimia, which like anorexia is predominantly contracted by women, is a virtual food obsession that leads to eating binges followed by acts to make up for it like self-induced vomiting or excessive exercise.
”What is important is that the girls take the first step, that they at least have a taste. They can also ask for small portions,” said Eichbaum.
So that they don’t feel stigmatised, nothing out front or in the entryway suggests that people are entering a restaurant that caters for those with special needs.
Indeed Sehnsucht is open to everyone, which helps the owners make money, at least enough to be encouraged by in the establishment’s early stages.
The cooking? ”Absolutely normal. Neither too little nor too much,” said Eichbaum, who is keen, above all, to reassure her clientele.
Katja drew up the menu herself without any medical advice or help from a nutritionist. ”I learnt how to eat again through my therapy,” she said.
She has held down a number of different jobs and is convinced she can best help her clients, who often come in groups, like the members of the ”Dick und duenn”, or the Fat and Thin, association.
About 30 or so people with eating disorders have hesitantly pushed their way through the doors at Sehnsucht in the month since it opened.
According to Thomas Falbesaner, a medical expert on anorexia and bulimia, the establishment could be helpful as ”a reserved space for people who are returning to a normal life, but who are still sensitive about food”.
The names of the dishes are often poetic. ”Wolf’s Hunger” describes a lamb dish, ”Soul” is the name for cappuccino creme with biscuit. Other techniques help entice people for whom food has taken on another dimension to the table.
Breakfast is served on three small plates piled up in tiers rather than on one small one, while ice cream comes in tiny bowls.
Then there are the staff, most of whom have normal appetites.
Under no circumstances will a diner catch a glance or hear a comment that might undermine their desire to finish a meal.
”It can happen,” acknowledges Claudia, who despite her own eating problems has never found it difficult to prepare meals, even copious ones, for other people.
In February, Eichbaum plans to open a centre next to her restaurant where anorexics can meet, think about organising meals, go shopping together and cook, and she is hoping she will be able to get some government funding.
According to the institute for food medicine, about 100 000 anorexics, most of them women aged 15 to 35, live in Germany. Men are estimated to make up five to 10% of anorexics but their numbers are on the rise.
About 600 000 people suffer from bulimia. – Sapa-AFP