/ 11 November 2009

Theatre of regrets at Sun City prison

The cast is made up of 25 women. They dance and sing in styles that blend African tribal and American gospel. They perform monologues about their lives. The audience, including 200 schoolchildren, goes wild with cheers and applause.

This is no ordinary piece of theatre. It’s Saturday morning at Johannesburg’s Sun City prison. I’m here to watch a performance by convicted murderers, armed robbers, drug smugglers and fraudsters.

Kgomotso Maine stands up and says: ”I’m serving 15 years for murder.” There is an audible gasp in the recreation hall. Maine stabbed her boyfriend to death in a fit of rage after finding him with another woman. She goes on: ”I didn’t mean to hurt anyone. But I regret what I’ve done in the past. Now I’m focusing on the future. I want to turn that old scar to shining stars.”

This is the second year that the Medea project: Theatre for Incarcerated Women has come to South Africa. It’s the brainchild of Rhodessa Jones, a United States actor, singer, teacher and writer who runs a theatre company in San Francisco. She and her co-director, Idris Ackamoor, work with female prisoners around the world.

Jones (60) said: ”Theatre saved my life. I was a 16-year-old girl with a baby. As a black girl in America, I could have gone either way. It was my brother who said I want you to meet these people, and they were theatre people, and I could bring my baby.

”All of a sudden I was making theatre and I felt needed. I understood something about what else could be possible in the world. I didn’t have to end up a junkie, I didn’t have to end up an alcoholic, I didn’t even have to end up in an abusive relationship. I could find my voice in the spaces of theatre.”

She and Ackamoor had to work hard at first to bring the women here out of their shells, but their outgoing, can-do spirit evidently rubbed off. The medium-security inmates performing Serious Fun II at Sun City are self-confident, poised and keen to be taken seriously.

They wear white face paint, white T-shirts and — a reminder of where we are — regulation orange trousers that have the word ”Corrections” printed in circles. Tandeka Mkwanazi (34) is draped in a blue flag of Swaziland and has a feather in her hair. She says she used to travel the world in her job in group sales and marketing for the South African Broadcasting Corporation. She blames a Nigerian boyfriend for the discovery of 10kg of ecstasy in a bag she brought from Amsterdam. She was jailed in 2005 and hopes to be out in 2011.

The mother of two sons takes centre stage while the rest of the cast sing a lullaby and mime the cradling of children in their arms. ”Mummy is here,” she says. ”I’m dedicating this lullaby song to you boys. I remember the days when you were still babies.

”When I look at this front row here, I just see my boys. Let me tell you something. Life is about choices. The choices that you make today are the choices that are going to tell you exactly where you will be in five years’ time. Ask yourself, where will you be in five years from now?”

Ellen Dingaan (34) is a beautician and hairdresser, which makes her popular with the prison wardens. The 1,5kg of cocaine she swallowed before flying from São Paolo showed up in an X-ray. She finds it suspicious that her contact was a friend of the policewoman who stopped her at customs. She says she was charged with possession of 80g of cocaine and doesn’t know what happened to the rest.

”I took the risk because at the time I had a serious problem,” she said. ”I was living with somebody and he just dumped me and left me my three kids and all the responsibilities of rent, school fees, everything, and I couldn’t keep up with it. I was promised R50 000 and got R20 000 to pay off some of my bills and buy some Christmas presents for my kids.”

Dingaan has been in jail for nearly five years and is due for parole in 2011. She misses her children most of all. ”It’s very painful for me to know I haven’t been there for my kids. I haven’t even seen them wearing their uniforms on the first day of school. That really kills me, because I always promised myself I’d be a better mother to my children.”

There are songs of repentance and remorse. Joyce Chauke (34) serving seven and a half years for armed robbery, says: ”Some people are scared of us. What I ask from the community is to accept us and give us a second chance to show them we have learned from our mistakes. We are ready to face the community. Please accept us.”

Another woman says: ”I am here to apologise for what I did to the community. When I was dealing drugs, I was thinking of only myself, I was self-centred and I’ve learned. I think justice was done to save me before I jeopardised more people. I pray to God that you will find it your heart to forgive me and accept me as one of your own.”

The show finishes, the audience rises and there is a cascade of applause. Then the inmates answer questions and urge the children not to follow the same path. A woman from the Market Theatre Laboratory says: ”I came here today expecting hardcore criminals and I found women, beautiful women, and that made me cry. It makes me so happy. Thank you.”

A lunch is served, but prison guards gather around the stage to ensure the performers stay where they are. I say goodbye to Rhodessa Jones and drive through the prison grounds, passing a sign that says ”Place of new beginnings”. At the exit gate my car boot is opened and checked, and then I head back to the city. The women, presumably, are back in their cells by now. – guardian.co.uk